Abilify


Selfie of me with headphones on.

List of poems from the most recent era.


To get an idea of the theme, read Thankful


Justice
I insist it takes ahold of you

Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty
I wreck myself, dig the grave

Wish You Smiles
I hope you fall in love

Abilify Reveries
Nothing left to be said

Blood
To some it won’t make sense

Afraid of Ghosts
im the one who told you no

Satan, no Mistaking
Unseen by all outward eyes

Folded
Feel like the wolf of the Earth

Thankful
Never been so thankful to cry

Testify
Long drive, Trump signs

Grey
fidgeting in my seat

Good
kind of a bitch

R.I.P
When I was a teenager I should've been on intervention

Crossed
You're like my magnet

Shameless Suicide
the most recent fling stinks

She Devil
Convince myself it's not the way you act

Oh Well
I don't wanna be your fucking friend

Still
Let's go back to me driving you everywhere

The Optics
What I feel for you is a black fog

Too Painful
The magician never shows her deck

Another Needle
sick of men, gave me a try

Closer
Touch the body that's quadrupled in count.

Reveries
I hope you burn those love letters

Disease
Affection is spring water and I'm an animal foaming with rabies

Wild Bull
My poetry for you is like physical therapy

Make Me
A Bare Candle Burns to Fight the Bleak

Earned It
Love Me in the Private Moments

Mother
I need to see you again

Cards Dealt
Your cheeks are littered with sunburn more like blush

Tonight
Let me show you my house

Youurstruly
I love her so much it turns to ache

Alarm
Your voices play in my head

Nauseated
I see my reflection

Amira Does Not Exist
My self image is like a lyssamania in my head

Rat
My morning routine is as disorganized as me

Limerence
Life when I'm hickering is like

Pattern
My patterns will repeat

Destruction
Follow my tracks

No Fixing That
She’s the anti- killdeer

Veranda
Your eyes my veranda, they shield me from the burn

Betrayals
If I had showed you more, maybe you would spiral less

Rosemage
IF I COULD GO BACK, ID CHANGE MY ATTACK.

Carapace
Take me out my carapace

Only Say Cheese When
Face down in the palm of your hand

Kill Me Slow
Hug me one last time before you go

I Don't Want You
I don't want you, it's true

I Spy
When I gaze into my eyes

I Love You
I needed to say I love you

Disturbing Peace at 8 AM
Sleep retreats like the moon

Stabbed in the Back
Worshipped at the alter

No Fun
How did you live with so much anger in your heart?