Oh Well

“Better break down now, I thought, than live another day juggling all of my implausible resolutions to try again later.
No, better he should never know. I could live with that. I could always, always, live with that. It didn’t even surprise me to see how easy it was to accept.”
-Call Me By Your Name, André Aciman

I don’t wanna be your fucking friend,
I want to get the love off my chest,
want you to go out and hunt for lace,
ride the heartbreak right off my face,
kiss me 70 times before you leave,
but for affection make me plead.