Betrayals


Drawing of red eyes.

"I have put into it all the extraordinary romance of which, of course, I have never dared to speak to him. He knows nothing about it. He will never know anything about it."
- The Picture of Dorian Gray


If I had showed you more,
maybe you would spiral less.
I could just clutch onto you
by your shell like a snail.
I would keep you with my love
more akin to a terrarium,
but it could never work.

I thought if I contain myself enough,
maybe I’ll grow a shell of my own.
As our friendship builds more,
I’ll hate you less.
Hints of betrayals would fade
like the trail of a snail,
but they didn’t.