Reverie


Blurred picture of me smiling and facing a door.

List of poems from when life felt dissociative, ages 18-22.



Whispers
Last summer she came to me in August


Astronomy
I walk my mind alone, drunk, and in the dark


Unserious
We're Ed, Edd, and Eddy


Happy
Mood clear, eyes hypnotic


Hard
Hard worker


Mason
Hates bad physics


Foggy
Time choppy


Crystal Clear
Freckles like snow


Night
When you look at me the winds of my mind stop


Poetry
I write poems about her on my phone, because it's so much more faster.


You
Changing moods, feelings as large as the oceans

Ball and Chain
My affection for you is well rounded

Black Obsidian
Black eyeliner surrounding blue eyes

Finger
Trail your finger down my stirnum

Tourmaline
So mysterious

Sloth
When I look at you, my heart gets lazy

My Lips
My lips, dark crests and pink valleys

Pot Head
When I think of your eyes, I get a boner.

Kiss Me
Smoking, choking

Electrocute Me
We should slip off our clothes and feel the static electricity

Pink
Hair pink

Sick and Stoned
Sick and stoned

Pink
Hair pink

The Girl
I'm listening to Mariah Carey

Cool Nights
your eyes

Below
Barely awake, struggling to meet the definition of alive

Trespassing
You trespassed on my thoughts

Migraine Treatments
Life is an open wound

Selenite
I cling to romance like it's the kryptonite I can't live without

Nero
The whole world revolves around you

Lemonade
Everything is invigorating on you.

Like
Pretty like a girl

Blurry
Her voice is like the wind flowing through my hair

Ghostly
Your body, to me, glows