Decadence


Selfie of me on a bed with blue hair.

List of poems from an era where I thought a lot about my self esteem.


To get an idea of the theme, read Etre


Pretty
Pretty for a black girl

Cry
I rarely cry

Stay Solo
I think back on how we were together, and I think "that isn't friendship"

''Umiy
My mother

Dumb Luck
I see your smile and my body is so heavy

Always
I see you everywhere

Can't Sleep
Did you see me cry at the movies with tears a gleaming aquamarine?

Fountain of Youth
Sitting by the fountain, entertainment is all around us

Forget About Me
I want your hands all over my body.

Unfair
You look so pretty it's unfair

Smile
I like your smile

Eclipse
You have the kind of smile that forces me to look away.

Seance
I can almost feel you in my presence

Italy
Let me worship you like classical majors do Rome.

Mary
My reflection tells me in the mirror, I can't feel your heart

Light Blue
You feel light blue;

Word Play
I don't write poetry, I am poetry.

Warm, a poem that can be read forwards and backwards
Warm:

Moon
Everyday I'm curious about your phases

Disgust
I'm not a girl, I'm disgusting.

Star Death
You're astronomically exhausting.

Lust
I want you to light me like a dying fire

Greek
You're the sun at midnight.

Laces
Around the loop, through the bunny hole