Just taking one more dab
so that I can get sleep.
I was probably wrong
to think my mind’s healing.
Bussing at 10 am,
am I forever fucked mentally?
Im paralyzed by my brain
and my stomach feels upset.
Not attempting to fight it,
just letting my mind reset.
I may be screwed in the head,
but I always make progress.
I’m starting to have hope that
I might really convalesce.